"Fletcher's"

Wow... Even though yesterday started out a little sour, it ended on a great note. Pun intended! Last nights show at Fletcher's was deemed prior, "The sickest show on earth." I have to say that it was definitely the sickest show in Baltimore last night. At least that's my opinion.

The first band rocked it with a pretty good performance I was impressed with the chick rocker!
And then it was Seventh Seal's turn.

I have never seen or heard them in concert before and was blown away. They were tight! I never knew heavy stuff could move you like that. Great stuff guys!!! I will be watching more of these guys. Definitely a talented bunch.

Ashes Remain rocked the house as usual and played some great new songs. It was the great to see John Lively jump in and blend so easily.


"Seventh Seal" bringing down the house!

Stale Bread

Mondays are always such tough days to start. I would have to say they are the least favorite of all the days of the week. This morning I am feeling somewhat tired or stale. Not tired as in fatigue but just a little drained emotionally.

I don't know. I was on such a high last week and now I am coming back to reality. The weekend was ok. The only positive was the outing to DC with my friends Susan and Rebecca. Paul and I had to experience no cable or internet all weekend and will not have it back until tomorrow. With his fantasy football league going on, to say he was sitting still is far from the situation.

This week is shaping into a long one. I pray for strength and endurance to get past this tiring trial. Maybe a trip to starbucks and a new book is due, we'll see.

Lord God, I just ask for strength this week to focus on you and the relationships I am forming, to guide my way out of this slight dip. I am optimistic and know you will provide. For I find warmth in your word. "and so it be"

Linking It Up!

I found yesterday as a great overall day. The weather was great and work didn't present too many obstacles. Wednesdays usually are good days; for one it's the middle of the week, and two it's when I have Link Group.

I truly look forward to this day. And I have to admit there could be reason only for Mel's brownies and bean dip, but that's not the case. It is usually God-filled and a night of great conversation and interesting ideas. Last night was no different.

Last night Jenn and Dave had set up different prayer stations to meditate and pray on. The atmosphere and music helped us focus in on the prayer at hand. I just found last night as a night
closely communicating with our Lord. We were spurred to pray for the stray and also reflect on the impactful events and people that have affected our lives. It is just cool to look back and remember, because sometimes we tend to forget. I was also amazed to see the new faces. Keggan from Owings Mills came to join as well as two friends of Jess's, Mike and Christi.
Lastly, I can not and will not forget my Chocolate Mint Truffles. The neighbor's kids were over and I had the privilege to order some candy. I hope she gets the straw-glasses or other prize she wanted to win.

Big Splash

Have you ever had a long day and just feel all grimy and dirty? And can you recall the fresh feeling after taking that long shower and toweling off? Well, that's kind of how these past two days have been for me.

Sunday's joint service was just the start of this power-wash of a day. The energy felt with the worship and the amazing fellowship united into the one congregation, was almost overwhelming. I still can remember pulling up the driveway of the Hux's with my mouth wide open. I seriously have never seen a place that was not only inviting but magnificent beyond belief. It meant so much to me on Sunday to outward profess my conviction to Lord with Horizon. Though I love my church friends at Grace Community, Horizon is becoming more and more my second home. With my family at a distance it is so joyous to have so many true brothers and sisters in Christ. I truly am seeing them as more than friends. And Sunday helped strengthen those thoughts into a reality. I was pleased to have Dave Cowan baptize me. It was very cool to joke around with him and chill. I feel truly blessed to have such amazing people around me. And with all sincerity say that I felt that the moment I shared with God was with the people I wanted to be with. Ever since I came up from beneath the water I have felt a rebirth of energy. I have been fired up at work and feel like I have an extra step. I just pray that this energy and flame is not smothered. I also hope and pray that this spark I am feeling rubs off on the people around me. Everyone needs a lift now and then. What a great week it will be if I can take this fresh feeling to Sunday. Then I can refuel!!!

Bar None

There is no doubt that I was looking forward to this weekend. So far it consists of a Friday night out with my old fraternity buddy Mark, the Alpha-Omega Rave tonight, a Horizon joint service, and a soccer game.

Last night I decided on a whim to call my friend. I really didn't have plans and didn't want to sit around bored. I did know though that my attempt to step away from alcohol would be challenged. So a night out in Canton seemed exciting. Before hitting the bars I had a couple non-alcoholic St. Paulie Girls and an interesting conversation with both Mark and his roommate. They had some questions about religion. I was surprised and happy to share my beliefs. We soon after went out to the bars in Canton. It's weird... I used to love going out with my buddies and consume a stupid amount of alcohol while ringing up outrageous bar tabs. Now I seem to enjoy the company more than the atmosphere. At one point we ran into some girls from a sorority that our fraternity used to hang out with. I spoke to this one girl for a while. As we talked I noticed the cigarette in her hand and the glazed look from all the alcohol she had drank. I found her attractive on the outside but just found myself getting a little bored. I guess my idea of an interesting girl is much different now. We left the bar to meet up at another bar. I did have two beers which is disappointing but then decided I wanted to leave. At this point Mark was less than sober and I wasn't feeling the situation. We went to Kelly and Laurie's place and ordered a pizza. Any place called Mikie's Pizza can't be that good and wasn't. But at the moment I didn't care. My next time out I hope involves at least one of my Christian friends. It so makes a difference...

So the Rave is tonight. I am very excited about going. I am not a big fan of trance/techno music but I am a big fan of supporting a great cause. And you never know, you may see me out there making a fool of myself with glow sticks! This should also help promote Horizon as well. I have to give it up for TRONSTER! Dude you are doing awesome things and using interests that you are passionate about to help move others into the direction of God and creating great opportunities for awesome fellowship.

Tomorrow's joint service should be amazing. I am excited to see and meet the others from the Owings Mills church. I know God will be so powerful tomorrow and am eager to feel him. I am just as curious to see how many show up for the food court. As Jenn would say, "we will have to deal with the table-nazi." Sunday is also huge for me as I am being baptized. It is hard to explain how proud I am to be doing this. I just wish my family could be there.

After the BBQ I am heading off to the last game of the regular season for my indoor soccer league. Our team Crosseyed has had our best season. We have come along way and now look like we are playing soccer and not kick ball. Next season we may even be one of the best teams, who knows. I just know it's tons of fun and amazing exercise. I will just have to watch out for the crazed fans. Signs to megaphones, what will be next? The hire of a hispanic soccer announcer ready to scream, "GGGOOAALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL!"

Blessed with "Grace"

Last night I went to my Thursday night study as usual, while we are still studying the first book of Timothy. It is amazing how diverse this group is and the growth each one of us is having. Great stuff. Just giving a shout out to my dawgs! Here is a picture of the group.


Grace "Crazy" Bible Study Group

(top):Me, Jeffrey, Jo, Rebecca
(Bottom): Jason, Mark, Lisa, Dan, Kristyn

"jueves"

Yes, that is spanish for "thursday." Didn't feel like getting clever today. Anyways, yesterday presented some great conversations and fellowship. I spoke to Dave Cowan earlier, and concluded that I will be apart of the baptisms on Sunday. I am so stoked. I was baptised as a child but want to outwardly express my beliefs as I am now more aware of what it is to follow Christ.

After work I went to the Wednesday night link group at the Reichleys. We prayed for our brothers and sisters that are starting up the TU link group. I still find it so amazing how God is working through the people of Horizon. I enjoyed learning about how the church started and the values that keep the church together. Funny tangents on rockets and vocabulary words made the discussion one in it's own. Afterwards, even though I started off a little cranky we enjoyed the suspense film, "Fallen." I found the movie very interesting and can see how evil can consume someone and move on. Evil, uses and takes what it needs and moves to the next host. I just pray daily that I am strong enough to lean on Christ to combat this predator. Sin is inescapable, and evil is right around the corner. Verses like Isaiah 41:10 and chapters in Ethesians come to mind to help keep my chin up. What is really comforting is when Paul speaks in Ephesians. We have ammunition to stand up against demons and spirits like in the movie "Fallen." Azazel is a demon that moves from person to person through touch. I wonder how this demon would fare against a man like the Apostle Paul.

"Last of all I want to remind you that your strength must come from the Lord's mighty power within you. Put on all of God's armor so that you will be able to stand safe against all strategies and tricks of Satan. For we are not fighting against people made of flesh and blood, but against persons without bodies-the evil rulers of the unseen world, those mighty satanic beings and great evil princes of darkness who rule this world; and against huge numbers of wicked spirits in the spirit world. So use every piece of God's armor to resist the enemy whenever he attacks, and when it is all over, you will still be standing up. But to do this, you will need the strong belt of truth and the breastplate of God's approval. Wear shoes that are able to speed you on as you preach the Good News of peace with God. In every battle you will need faith as your shield to stop the fiery arrows aimed at you by Satan. And you will need the helmet of salvation and the sword of the Spirit- which is the Word of God."
- Ethesians 6:10-17

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SUNDAY

What a great finish of a week. My day consisted of church, Ravens football, a crazy and sweaty soccer game, and a fun time of fellowship at the Geek house.

Sunday's worship and service was awesome. All the new faces gave me a glimpse of what's ahead of us. Very cool stuff. It has been a privilege to hear such great sermons from our own Mark S. Great stuff...

Unfortunately, I had to watch the Ravens get stomped by the dogpound. But what's one game really?

I was also excited yesterday for the upcoming soccer game. Due to the holiday, it had been two weeks since we played. The team played pretty good but the great part came in with five minutes or so left in the first half. Tronster, Jess, Susan, Rebecca, and Paul came ready to cheer. I looked over and saw three neon signs of support. One said, "Bank of Banks!" the others were just as clever but I can't recall. I will not forget the fact that Tronster's sign had a nice head shot blown up on the left corner... Pretty funny stuff... and totally Tronster. Losing always stinks but it was just so cool to have your friends out cheering you on. That is true fellowship...Awesome stuff!!! Thanks guys!

After the game we all went over to the Geek house to chill and watch a special Shock trauma series on the Discovery Channel. Marc, Tronster's brother did the audio and some of the clips for the show. It was crazy... We were eating pizza loaded with toppings while we watched bloodied bodies rushed in with urgency. I almost lost it when one knife victim had his intestines in his lap. I think I heard someone say, "tasty". It did give me an appreciation of what Marc does as well as the doctors and nurses.

Overall, it was a great day of hanging out with some of the coolest people...

The Passion

These past couple days have been awesome! Ever since the trip back from camping i've been yearning for knowledge and a closeness to God.

Yesterday I went to "Caribou coffee" to finish up Max Lucado's, "He Still Moves Stones." I ran into Jeff Mount and Eli from Owings Mills, and briefly chatted. Jeff is trying to start up a Link Group on UMBC's campus. It is always cool to hear God in action.

I then headed to "His Way" in Howard County to pick up a couple more books. Got two books that were recommended by a close friend of mine. Troubled kid, turned youth pastor. Cool testimony with him. So I picked up the recommended books by "Eric Ludy" and "Ray Comfort." As I was leaving I saw Mel Gibson's, "The Passion of The Christ." It was only $19.97, but I hesitated. Maybe I can get it cheaper somewhere else? I didn't want to question myself again and the impulse marketing arrangement was a success.

So as I was putting my stuff away in the house and my roommate, Brett asked "What DVD did you buy?" Knowing he was the furthest thing from a Christian, and even half Jewish I suspected he would lose interest fast. "It's Mel Gibson's, The Passion of The Christ." Quickly I said, "You'd care to watch it?!?" Surprisingly he said yes. It was around nine o'clock, but I wasn't about to turn down this opportunity.

It was great to hear him ask questions and hopefully the movie left an imprint. I am eager to hear more questions and who knows, maybe Gibson's film will help find another.

I pray today is just filled with more passion.

Climbing a Mountain

Have you ever realized that a part of you, maybe a piece of your past is creeping up on you? I have noticed lately that I have been a little too eager to get a drink.(beer) And don't get me wrong, every now-and-then, there is nothing wrong with a christian drinking a beer or alcohol. I do believe it is wrong if they are drinking to a level that may hinder their judgement or create false intentions. This allows sin to gravitate to you, as you are weak.

I was reading and reflecting in the word last night and felt a calling to back off the consumption alittle. I felt my intentions for drinking lately have been to relax or let loose. I don't want to become dependant on a beer to relax or have fun. I seek that through Christ's love and community.

So today I am giving up that pleasure for God and for his glory. I will not let some old habit distance me from my lord! This mountain will be high and steep but I know with God's help I can do it. Any prayers are most appreciated. I am amazed at this verse. "If you remain in Me and My words remain in you, ask (whatever) you wish, and it will be given you." -John 15:7

Lord God, you amaze me daily with what purposes you lead me to do. Use me however you wish, for you are my center and I follow you only. I ask of you to take my weaknesses and to challenge me to be the person you created me to be. In all this I pray dearly in your name, Jesus Christ.

Amen

Randomness

Have you ever had one of those days where things just started off a little different? Your toothbrush was in a different spot than usual or had a squirrel stop dead in the road and wave at you. Well, that's the kind of day yesterday was for me.

My boss was on vacation yesterday so I knew that with three appointments the day wouldn't be that bad before the holiday weekend. I randomly decided to go to the gym at noon. A place that I have been consciously and lazily avoiding.

I finished up work early and decided to be productive. I started a blog, and a website. Something I had years ago but let die off. But I must say it was fun.

Rebecca, a friend from Grace was on her way to my place. As we were heading to the "Switchfoot" show at the Maryland Fair, the MOST random thing occurred. We were talking about 1 Timothy when my cell phone rang. I casually opened the phone to see a foreign number. Regardless, I answer all calls. This one was different. "Hello, it's Jonathan!" as I spoke in normal tone. "Hey, Jon... This is Alysnn Efford, from highschool... Remember me?" I paused for a moment and a rush of highschool memories flooded my mind. I was thrown back... Random questions quickly spurted in my head. "How did she get my number?","Did I ever really talk to her in highschool?","Is this really happening?" And at the same time I was conversing and answering questions. I later found out that on occasion she hangs out with my twin brother's wife and her sister. And that one of them gave her my phone number 2 months ago. At that point I released a breath and the pieces were coming together. The randomness was now taking a different form. The conversation ended up interesting and then had to abruptly end due to the nature of the speeding ambulance closing in on the vehicle. After I hung up the phone I blurted out, "that's one of the most random occurrences I've had!!!" I would have to say that the conversation I had with that person was longest I've ever had with her. Through 4 years of highschool, a random call 8 years after graduation was the closest we had been. Amazing to say the least.

Strangely, things like this are becoming more common to me and less random. Three weeks ago I walk into "Bill Batemans" to meet my roommate Paul. As I walk in, I head to the bathroom. And then with four steps taken I hear, "And there's Jon Banks!" The reason for the venture to the bathroom became more evident. I slowly panned in the direction of the voice and saw familiar faces. As my eyes reached theirs my heart reached a pace that nor a treadmill or soccer game could top. My eyes connected with my ex-girlfriend of 4 years. We literally hadn't seen each other in 3 1/2 years. Talk about an awkward situation. Again, the flood gates were open and memories were shooting out of my ears. We actually had a very civil and interesting conversation.

So the question I ponder is why? Why does God choose to bring people from one's past back into their life? Even if a glimpse or second of time, is he trying to tell you something? Is he testing me or us? Personally, I like to look forward, but it is hard sometimes when obstacles are placed in our path. Then this poses us to make a decision. Are these relationships to rekindle? Is God trying to use me as a tool to lead the stray towards him? I just find it so amazing how God works in our lives. I also believe the most random things may be the most evident that God is working.

First of Many: Thanks and Appreciation

Here I am... My first blog and really live journal. Hopefully, it will be not only entertaining but useful for me. We'll see...

Anyways, first of all since this is my first blog I want to throw out some acknowledgements of appreciation. I started going to Horizon in mid-january. At the time I spent it running around to different church services and multiple bible studies. As a new horizonite, I was surprisingly instantly bombarded with emails from the leadership in welcome. I don't care what people say but first impressions can be important. I was seeking to expand my network of Christian friends and find great fellowship, I had no idea what it was eventually going to lead too.

I first want to thank Matt Etner, for inviting me out to my first link group. You were willing to bring in an outsider and I saw that as the community opening it's arms. Clay you rock... You were the next impactful piece to draw me closer to Horizon. I am so glad, and look forward to developing a closer relationship. At some point I made my way to the Towson horizon... And at that time ran into Matt Battaglia for the second time... A familiar face. Bro, the instant I ran into you I was like, I can relate with this guy. It been great getting to know you, hopefully we can play some more frisbee before the season is out. Oh, yes Matt is my new accountant and had the pleasure of finding out that I owed the state $1200 last year... ouch... Brandon, i've gotten to know you now better since we play on the best indoor soccer, the best team in the world... Cross-eyed... We're going professional next year!!!

The next step was me attending the Geek house... Tronster, you Rock... You have a different outlook on things and I always love to hear your perspective. Must say though, the first time I was leaving your place and you said, "crash and burn." That was somewhat startling but hey, that's your trademark. At the same time I got to meet Kelly... Kelly, instantly you did all you could to make me feel comfortable. I think you are a great leader and an asset to horizon... Keep up the good work and I look forward to more great times. Next I want to thank Paul. My current roommate now. You always seem to be laid back and I enjoy the fact that you like to chill and talk over a great Guiness. Reminder rent is due on the first... Just kidding... Dave Cowan, No words man... You are one the most compassionate people i've met. You genuinely care about everyone and I thank you for listening. If you ever need something, it's yours! Next I want to thank the Reichleys... Dave, we had major problems communicating at the beginning but I am so glad you put up with my slighted humor, clumsyness, and stupid rambling. You are also the reason for the random shouts, "Banks!!" Mel... no words... your taco dip is unreal and your unending hospitality is most appreciated. Strangely, you seem to really know my personality. Jenn, I think it was the second time I went to Horizon when I met you. Jaclyn talked to me the week before and she mentioned she had a friend at that church. Your face was priceless, I connected the name ,and you must have been like, what?!? Anyways, I appreciate your perspective and leadership. I Look forward to knowing you better! Dave Palmer... wow dude... have to say love the tattoo... haha no really, I enjoy hearing your thoughts. Rebecca, you rock... you have tons of energy and love people. You are going to do awesome things here... Jess, wow... sometimes I don't understand you b/c you are talking in Einstein-talk but I love it... Don't change... John and Megan... you guys are tons of fun, I look forward to knowing you better. Almost forgot Mark... Dude... I must say after the first time I met you I was like, I think we are going to get along well. I introduced myself and then he replied with "Jeff." Well, have to say it's been a pleasure and I am very happy we have some more athletes, just when you play soccer, the intention is to score in the opposing goal. J/K Look forward to more talks and more sermons! Tim Baur, dude... your honesty and frankness is all your own. I enjoy hearing your ideas. I know I may have missed a bunch, but trust me everyone here has made a difference. This is an awesome community and I so look forward to building more friendships. "For where two or three come together in My name, there am I with them." Matthew 18:20

I am so excited to see how God works through this church!

Praise Him!!!